Thursday, September 29, 2005
yesterday had the nafa test award thing. uber boring. was talking to liting and sharon instead. and easwah was being irritating, so yeah, i was quite irritated but entertained by her lameness? oh, got class photos today, haha. its pretty hilarious. because in all 3 photos, mr rama has that same expression. totally no change at all. i shall show it to you if you wanna see. ( : LOL.
and life hasn't been that great for me. but, i will look on the bright side of life and live positively. because i learnt that i can't please everybody. what's the point in being someone you are not in front of a person? i am not going to do that anymore, just because a person wants to see you in that way, we don't have to be that way. just be yourselves. if not, you will just lose your true self completely, and life won't have any meaning. definitely a lesson learnt. ( : i will not do things or say things to please people from today onwards. i am just going to be myself. i think that's the best, you will feel more carefree. and i want to say that i am typing this in general. so no misunderstanding or whatsoever. this is just how i feel, so i hope no one will be offended by this post. can't be bothered to say anything anymore. if not there'll be more misunderstanding that leads to nowhere. pretty sick of everything that's happening to my already screwed life.
alright. after catching up on my sleep tomorrow, i will start mugging real hard. a promise to self. i can't afford to screw any more papers up. and most importantly, i can't let myself down. i think the saying is right, 'if it is to be, it is up to me.' very meaningful. if i want good grades, it is up to me as to whether i am willing to work hard or not. : ) shall blog off now.
i shall live life to the fullest,
and accept whatever thing that comes my way.
whether my parents understand me or not,
or whether my friends misunderstand me,
orteachers pick on me,
i will totally accept it.
because that is life. ( :